june 19, 2022
Jess FaceTimed me tonight and I was freaking the fuck out inside. I think this is the first time in my adult life that I've had a crush like the one I have on her. I had therapy the other day and told my therapist about her and even she mentioned she could tell I seemed really happy. The weird thing is, is that I've only actually been on three dates with her but she's making an effort to talk to me even though I'm hundreds of miles away. She said she really wanted to FaceTime because she wanted to see my smile and I couldn't help but blush.
I don't know if this will go anywhere but I want it to go somewhere. There's something so genuine about her and something so honest. I'd be lying if i wasn't counting down the days until I return to New York. The last night I saw her re-plays in my head.
xo